the events of the past few days leaves me stupid: a dream analysis
adam and i went to andersons last night... stupid.
i had a shot of jager and a cigar.... also stupid.
i ran into some old school chums.... stupid.
i threw up in area 51's bathroom... stupid.
as most nights go i saw my woman and that, altho blurry was awesome.
esp. cuz ....
nevermind...
on to the dream i had:
we all live in san diego (this is exposition)
david carradeine threw a HUGE party...
at the party i murder two or three people quietly
this i believe was a sacarfice to some sort of love goddess...
after much drinking we all go to 'goth night'
this was being held in the reoccuring shopping mall i have dreamed since i was old enough to remember my dreams...
i found a ring on the ground
we enter the club which looks like the sets and begin to dance
a small child i have never met tells me a story i have never heard
we leave and i get a job working for the ma'am...
i am cleaning houses
i am given the job of cleaning a eccentic persons home
i find a sobeck sized gecko
instictively i try to drown it
it drinks all the water
i use a clothing iron to kill it
it stinks
i try to throw it into a trash can from the third floor....
it becomes as heavy as a brick and produces a large crater in the side walk
this gecko was this home owners prized posetion
it was defenceless and made no ateempt to harm me
i feel no sence of right or wrong until it is dead ..the tenacious bastard
crissy tells me that i have to stick to 'driving the van' from now on...
i awake
my alarm (set for 5:30) is still going off
my head hurts and i have a partial shiner
confusion grips every cell
panic and hurt over take me
i want nothing more than to know
this is to long for haiku
i am missing
what happened to my eye?
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